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Sunday, April 29, 2007

its been appoximately 6 hours since i said "i`ll go mugging" but i haven even started yet ! i`m have got no confident for tomorrow's paper. not even 0.1% . all i have in mind is " i`m so gonna flunk tomorrow's paper " SHIT ! i don't even know the format for the paper . How to do for tomorrow's paper ? went to asked Per Li and she said that the Composition we will only be given a title , that's all . pure insanity ! what if i dont understand what the title means or what if i have got no idea on what to write , how to write ? and i also heard that i gotta write 400 words. CRAZY FREAK ! if i write till like grandma story to make it to reach 400 words later the marker deduct my marks for writing unnessery things how ? i`m so afraid for tomorrow's arrival alright .

And i think i`m totally insane . why ? because just now , i went in to my room bringing all my books and was about to mug when i went to take all my bags out and started choosing which bag should i bring to school tomorrow and started carrying them to see which one suits my uniform best . why the hell am i doing that instead of mugging ? i`m totally finished . RAHHHS !` i don't want to get B3 and below for my HMT . i want an A1 or A2 but i know that's just totally impossible . maybe i should just aim for a b4 or c5 to avoid great disappointment ? like i always said , Hope For The Best And Prepaer For The Worst . so i better not have high hopes . =)

I KNOW ITS RAMDOM BUT I JUST CANT MAKE MYSELF TO MUG !

P.S: This time i`m really off to mug . oh ya , i think i`ll be making my blog to private so not everybody get to view it unless i invited you or you have got the password. =)

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Higher Mother Tongue paper tomorrow and why am i here blogging instead of mugging ? i specially woke up at 10.30a.m today to revise for HMT but ended up , playing mahjong ; pc game and rotting away at the living room . gosh ! i`m so gonna screw up tomorrow`s paper . i kept telling myself " okay . after going to this web i`ll go and study " but i kept repeating this to myself . -.- somebody just keep all the 4 laptops and the computer from me if not i won't be able to go mugging . shit shit shit shit shit shit !

KAMBATEH to EVERYONE who's having their Mid - Year - Exam .

- ignorance a bliss ? -

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2:37 PM

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Friday, April 27, 2007

As we all knew who were the last group of pupils who used my class , i was expecting Miss Goh to say " Jolynn , here is your drawing that was been stolen " . but NO ! she didn say that to me . my hope of getting back my drawing is currently down to its zero . i dont think i`ll ever get to see that picture again . haiis . . . . .

i shall blog about some funny stuffs to make myself feel better .

26th April , Thursday

he didn came to school . =( start school at 7.40a.m as the principal said that the Sports Day was very good . lols . Maths lesson , kept laughing at Mr Han . =x Kishen was uber hilarious . he wanted to call Mr Han but end up calling Miss Wang .

Kishen: Miss Wang . Miss Wang !
Kishen: eh . wrong number .

LOL ! instead of saying wrong person he ended up say wrong number . lols . made Vanessa and me laughed like mad . as usual , kept pointing middle finger at Imran . lols . both of us kept pointing at each other in a unique way and would always call each other " fucker " hahas . Geography lesson , had lots of fun . Jia Wei kept coming to my table and make me laughed . and he's so drama + lame + funny . hahas . When he and Chester was playing , it was so hilarious . whole class kept laughing and laughing . Then whenever Jia Wei or Chester walked past me , i would try to trip them . lols . i simply love Geography lesson ! =D got back my test paper and got 33.5/48 . not bad . lols . Then teacher said that those who want to retest can . those who don't want can do their own things while the others is taking their re-test . =D =D =D English lesson , Miss Goh said that we can go home after the Exam then Syahrizard said " teacher , if we didn come or the exam we will also get `A` right ? " then later he said " Absent " lols . made me laughed like mad .

27th April , Friday

did an expariment during Science lesson and Alfian and me kept fooling around . helped him to stir the Barley bean + water + sugar . [i`m good right ? lols] before that , Mrs Seah said " when you stir the barley bean , sugar and water together , what will you get ? " immediately , i shouted " BARLEY WATER ! " then whole class kept laughing . lols . then as we were to pour the thing into the beaker through the cone-ed folded filter paper , it took a donkey years to flow down so i used the glass rod and kept knocking on it then Jia Wei said i`m like a nun chanting . lols .then so while hitting the beaker , i said "ah nor mo ni tor fo " LOL . As it was about to pack up , Mrs Seah told us to wash our beakers and all then Alfian asked me to wash for him and when i took his beakers , he said " ya . you housewife should wash " lols . then kept calling him " househusband" while he called me " housewife "

Recess time , while walking back to the class , saw Zhao Ming . and his face was black black . hahas . he was scolding Mr Cart . lols . then he walked beside me . wanted to talk to him but didn dare as his face was super black like 包青天 . lols . while he walked to the stairs there , said " bye bye Zhao Ming " then was expecting him to hack care me but surprisingly , he didn ! he waved back to me . =D so happy can `~ but also quite sad . didn talk to him at all . =((

During Geography lesson , again , had lots of fun .kept laughing and laughing . Then Miss Neo said that whole class is to take the retest then i said " wa lao Miss Neo . why you like that one . you very the da bian lehs . so irritating one . " =x LOL . After that , Miss Neo asked us to bring string . so Syahrizard asked " what type of string ? " then at the same time , both of us said " G - String ! " lols . then whole class kept laughing . played hangman then Miss Neo told us to guess a word , at the same time , again , both syahrizard and me said " A .E . I . O . U " lols ! then kuku Syahrizard kept calling me " lor mai kai " -.-

After that , Miss Neo gave us our class list and told us to write the person's name whom we want to compete Geography exam with . then i asked . . .

me: Miss Neo , can write our own name ?
Miss Neo : cannot .
me: why ?! i wanna 挑战 myself mahs . you never hear before 我们自己是最大的敌人 mehs ?

Then whole Jia Wei and peeps kept laughing . lols . wrote househunband aka Alfian's name . Then when he saw it , he said " alamak Jolynn ! wanna fight arh ? " lols . then both of us kept laughing and called each other [housewife and househusband .] =D so shitty . i ordered 8r for the class photo the formal and informal one and it only left with the formal 5r one . Cb can ?!` i paid for it one kae . idiot ! gonna get it on Monday no matter what . grrRrRRrr !!!!! stayed back for lesson for HMT . after that , it was home sweet home . ((=

KAMBATEH to everyone who's having their Exam on Monday . Kambateh to me . =DDD

me in Da Sao's spect . =)

my stupid dog . =D

- i really love you . how i wish i ahve got the courage to tell you so . haiix -

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

CHEE BYE LARS ! SOME FUCKER WENT TO STEAL MY DRAWING WHICH I PLACED IT UNDERNEATH THE PLASTIC COVER OF THE TABLE ! FUCK CAN ?!` KNN ! I LIKE THAT PICTURE ALOT ONE LORS . AND YOU DUNNO HOW SAD I AM WHEN I KNEW THE DRAWING WAS BEEN STOLEN ! I ALMOST CRIED HORS !` HONG GAN LARS ! WANT THE PICTURE TELL ME LAHS . I PHOTOCOPY FOR YOU . NO NEED STEAL ONE RIGHT ?!` IF THAT DRAWING WAS DRAWN BY ME I STILL CAN AT LEAST DRAW IT AGAIN BUT , NO ! THAT DRAWING WAS GIVEN BY MY SENIOR , AQILAH<3 ! AND THERE'S A MESSAGE SPECIALLY FOR ME AT THE BACK OF THE DRAWING AND THERE'S MY NAME TOO ! KNN LAHS ! I WANT MY DRAWING BACK LAH ! CHAO CHEE BYE ! FUCKER ! SO MANY FUCKSTARD NOWADAYS ! ALL GO DIE LAR ! CHEE BYE KIA(S) !

CHEE BYE !

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3:41 PM

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

need to reach school by 8.45am and school ends at 11.30a.m today due to the Sports Day. Walked to the locker there and saw Zhao Ming then he said my hair is messy . -.- and he's such a kuku ! he skipped today's Sport Day with Yong Jie and Vicko . lols . After that , went to Pioneer Mall with Xiao Ting , Per Li , Lee Ling , Kuan Hui and Vanessa . =D went to Macdonald to have our lunch . had lots of fun .=D went to the stadium after we finished eating then starting talking and fooling around . Cheered like mad during the Mix relay and i lost my voice . lols . my class got 1st for the Mix Relay , 4x100m boys , 100m boys and 200m boys if i`m not wrong and some other prizes which i`m not sure what they were .

took lots of photos with Xiao Ting and Per Li . hahas . kept seeing till Daphne Mummy . very happy .=D i liked 5S1 and 5S2 loads ! hahas . they were so funny when they were shouting their cheers at each other . 5S1 class Tee is so cute ! =D was damn sad as our class didn have a Class Tee as Miss Goh don't want . ASS !` met Dan Ying they all there as Juying Sec 1s were having swimming lessons at the complex too . asked Dan Ying to call Farhan and guess what ?!` HE FUCKING IGNORED ME ! _l_ FINE ! FUCKSTARD ! was happily talking to Dan Ying they all when the bloody Jana went to scold us . CB ! wanted to go back there to talk to them but JANA was there . After giving out the prizes , we were all dismissed . was actually to sing the National Antham and School Song but the rain was getting heavier .

Went to find ____ and bid goodbye to Xiao Ting and all . actually wanted to go off with them but since _____ were there , i went over to ____ . thought could go home with ____ but guess what ?!` _____ told me to go to my friend there better . CHEE BYE LARS !` at that point i was so upset alright . i specially ~~dump~~ left my friends and went to YOU but YOU FUCKING told me to go back to them . TMD ! last year say what BIG FUCK ! what wont forget each other and all .what Best Friend . what Best Sister . in the end , this is how you FUCKING treat me ! KNN ! 2 FUCKERS[HIM above and _____] ! DONT SAY THOSE CB THINGS WHEN YOU DONT MEAN IT AT ALL LAHS . KNN ! HATE YOU GUYS TO THE CORE !

anyway , i want to congrates . . . .

Jia Wei
Fairos
Kishen
Imran aka Fucker XD
Syabil
Alfian aka Alfred
Lina
Sophia
Halimah
Chester

think thats all for the winners . =D

The other time during the Jumbo Sales . . . . [there were supposed to have Shi Nan's photos but he delected them =( anyway , wanna thank him for sending me home on that day =D ]

Last but not least , me me and MORE me ! =D

[ Jia Wei said _______ likes me . LOL ]

- i want you ! -

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7:40 PM

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

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Monday, April 23, 2007

i realized that i should really do something to my dull and boring blogskin so yea , i`m still working on it . =) i didn do any of the homeworks the teachers had gave the week before and its alright as my English teacher had forgotten the Composition and Reading Log . =D Mathematics i still got a whole load chunck of corrections and exercise to be completed =( HMT , i dont care `~ speaking of HMT[higher mother tongue] , there's a new teacher , AGAIN ! he's the 4th one . rather pathetic . i dunno whats wrong with him but he kept going against me during lesson him . overall , HE SUCKS ! and yea , i think Yu Hui looked like him . in terms of looks and actions . =)) For the whole day , kept saying "好紧张 . 好紧张" and Xiao Ting , Per Li , Li Qi and Lee Ling kept laughing . ifs you guys watched yesterday's "周日八点裆"[i dunno if the Dang is correct] , you should know that When ❤罗志祥 aka ❤小猪 was searching for the people and clues , he kept saying " 好紧张 . 好紧张 " uber hilarious alright . cant stop laughing while watching ❤小猪 find those people and clues . I LOVE ❤罗志祥❤ ! ! ! ! !

Recess time , ate the stupid medicine and it sucks . the taste is like a smelly fish[not so exagerate] . Was at the foyer there and my class was beside Zhao Ming's class then when he saw me , he said " CHAO AH LIAN " -_-" then kept arguing with him and called him " Ah Beng " then his subject teacher went " Zhao Ming , get behind "[Zhao Ming walked ahead of his teacher to talk to me] lols . was on the way to HMT class and coincidently met Zhao Ming's class again . didn see him at first until he said " ah lian . ah lian " arghhh ! then he kept calling me " ah lian " then i argued back by saying " i not ah lian lors . you stupid ah beng " then he said " i where got ah beng ? " gosh , he even dare to say that he's not an ah beng . lols . he then turned to Per Li and asked " she[refering to me] ah lian hors ? " then Per Li said " no " then Zhao Ming gave a -_-" face then he said " chao ah lian " -.- was talking to him happily when the prefect told us to Keep Quiet but the both of us just ignored them . lols . said " bye bye chao ah beng" to Zhao Ming before going for my HMT class . =D Nazrin was super kuku too . saw him the other time and he suddenly said " you Pa Hai Tong one right ? " then i said " no ! " then he went saying " don't lie lahs . Pa Hai Tong one " zZzZ . . . someone then is Pa Hai Dong but not me alright !

Had English test today and had so many careless mistake . SHIT ! got 24/40 . -.- pathetic piece of thing . oh well , shall stop here . oh ya , go watch 200 Pounds Of Beauty[want to watch it for free , ask me for the webby =)] . its a great show . and also , Bokura Ga Ita . nice anime . =)

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Friday, April 20, 2007

remember i said i will post Friday , Sat and Sun on erm Tuesday ? hahahs . i`m LAZY !` i didn go to school today . i didn pon okay [though i always do that] . i`m SICK . Sore throat , Flu , Fever , Cough . Sick = see the doctor = take mc = no school = YAY ! =D went to see the doctor and waited for 1 hour and a half something . zZzzZZz . so many medicine to eat . The doctor gave me 2 days Mc so i need not go to CCA tomorrow . then 1 week excuse for P.E which i think i will still do P.E as i `ll be having my 2.4km on Tuesday and i don't want to run alone the next time for the make up . And the girls had the 5 station test today . =( pathetic . gotta do them alone . =(( Went to Jurong Point with my cousin . bought two comic . =D then bought some other stuffs too . After that , headed to Juying Sec there to find Dan Ying , Jeslynn , Pei Han and Shi Nan . then later Farhan and Azam came and sat somewhere near us ? but didn talk to Farhan at all . super sad alright . haiix . Saw Enus ? then the moment he saw me , he said " Sebastian still in class " then i said " i also didn ask you about Sebastian ". -.- so purposely one he .

Sebastian later came and joined us and he's so weird . wonder what happened . but still , though he seems sad , he still BULLIED me ! evil ! but still , had lots of fun with him . Then Shi Nan and PEi Han super kuku . kept making me . while we were talking , suddenly a girl walked past and pulled Sebastian's chair then i jumped up as i thought Sebastian was about to fall then Sebastian immediately shouted " Chee Bye lah Pon Sai Gao ! " then i asked Sebastian who the hell is she and if he offended her Sebastian said that he didn even know that girl and that only that time the girl diao him and Sebastian diao back . Thus , i shouted lots of vulgarity at the girl but she just kept keeping quiet then whispered to her friends . then Dan Ying too kept scolding her . When she walked past again , i scolded even more vulgarities . said " Chee bye kia ! BITCH lah . Kan Ni nah . " etc etc. forgotten what i scolded . lols . then me , Sebastian , Dan Ying , Pei Han , Shi NAn kept scolding her . lol . and she kept diao us . NA BEI !`FUCK that girl alright . dare to make Sebastian . Pri 5 only so LAO LAN already . becareful Monday i go Juying find her arhs . CHEE BYE !

Around 4.40p.m plus , sent Jeslynn back home with Shi Nan and PEi Han and something really hilarious happend . As JEslynn whispered to me that she saw the dunno who the button drop then can see the inside then i heard the person as Pei Han . so i turned to look at the two guys behind and laughed then after Jeslynn went home , Shi Nan kept forcing me to say what Jes told me . so Pei Han said that Jes said Sally button drop and all then i said that i thought it was PEi Han ? then Shi Nan thinks that i`m lying so to prove to him that i`m not , i sms-ed Jes . Then before Jes replied , Shi Nan and Pei HAn kept checking their button then Shi NAn said " wa lao . when just now you turn and laugh at me , i thought i didn zip my pants then i immediately look at my zip " LOL !` after that , Jes replied and it was really about Sally then Shi Nan said " wa lao . i very scare is me lors" HAHA ! then in the bus kept laughing at the two boys cause before Jes replied to comfirm that the person she's talking about is not about them , the two of them kept checking their buttons and said " no lehs . my button didn drop " lols .

Went to Jp with the 2 of them . walked around then went to Toys "r" Us . then the cashier people "confiscated" their school bags . Saw Pei Han's sis and a group of other FuHua-ian . Then when we were inside the store , this aunty kept looking at us . so we went out and then Pei Han sis told us to pretend not to know them as they didn want us to get into troble as the group of them was being told to give the CB supervisor their Ez-link card to photocopy as SHE claim-ed that they were making lots of noise in the store then the CB ~~girl~~ BITCH wanted to complain to the school . so all of us camp-ed outside the CB store and starting scolding . lols . so ridiculars ! then Shi Nan , Pei Han and i said that monday all of us wear uniform go to the Cb store again see whether they will do the same things to us not . lols .

alright . shall stop here . =DD oh ya . i have got quite a number of photos and things to post but i`m lazy . hehes . maybe i`ll post them tomorrow ? lols .

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

i finally managed to switch on the idiot lappy . =]

i have got lots of things to update but i just simply way too lazy to type them all out . lols . never mind . i`ll update all of them tomorrow . Anyway , didn study at all today . had 2 hours of slacking period before it was the emergency exercise and it was so cool ! LOL ! lesson time , kept fooling around with Imran and Jin Kai . fun ! kept scolding " FUCK YOU " at each other . hahas . Science lesson was funny . as Mrs Seah told those who didn turn up for the holiday supplymentry to raise up their hand , then she said not to put them down until she gave us the test paper then immediately , i said " huhs ?!` hand very tired lehs " then i used my other hand to support my hand which is raising up . Then immediately Zulaika went laughing and said " you very funny sia . " lols . was about to do the test when the fire alarm rang then immediately i shouted " YAY ! no need to do liaos " LOL !` then again , everyone went laughing .

the sec 1s went to this secret place underground and the place was totally a chaos . Thanks to Zhao Ming , Vicko , Yi Hong and Yong Jie . 4 of them were so funny to fool around like nobody business despite the teachers screaming . before that in the morning , Zhao Ming was caught by the police the previous day for smoking and it was so funny . he went to fool around with the policeman . Then he even lied to Mr Nathan ; principal that his name is JAffrey and when Mr Nathan said " this guy here Jaffrey Neo from 1s3 . . . . " omg ! immediately i burst out laughing . went back to class and everyone kept " Jaffrey-ing " to me . The Jia Wei said " when he change name to Jaffrey one ? " lols . Then Jin Kai said " li eh da bor ping you" [your boyfriend] -.- then he craps alot of things concerning him . LOL .

alright , back to the emergency exercise . There's this indian teacher who was a kuku man ! he was all the way shouting and screaming but his voice just cant out wit the Sec 1s and yea , practically he was shouting to the wall . then kept fooling around with Fairos and peeps and as it was really noisy , i think my class were very good or should i say the noise level which my class made wasn't the loudest then the idiot indian teacher called my class to stand and he told us to remain standing. Then was freaking pissed off and immeidately , shouted and scolded the teacher " Kan Ni Nah lahs ! stupid . stand what stand . " Then whole of 1 Serve 6 started scolding too . LOLS !` After awhile , the indian man told us to sit down then i shouted " NA BEI ! play us is it ? awhile ask us stand then now ask us sit . CB ! " Then Kishen and all started scolding too . lols .

After the exercise , went to the hall to watch movie , HAppy Feet ! was on the way to the hall and walked past Zhao Ming & Yi Hong's class then Yi Hong started pointing at Xiao Ting and dunno say what " kan ni na cb etc etc "[for fun only] then i just kept laughing and Zhao Ming was behind Yi Hong waving at me . lols . Mr Nathan was super good today . we were supposed to be dismissed at 1.55p.m today but he let us have a early dismissal and let us off at 12.00p.m ! =D Was at the pillar there with Xiao Ting , Lee Ling and PEr Li then saw Zhao Ming , Vicko , Yong Jie and Yi Hong then Zhao Ming said to Yi Hong while pointing at me " you see . that one . ah lian hors . chao ah lian " -.- Then Yi Hong said " that chao ah lian add me at friendster . JOLYNN " then i said " not Jolynn . is ahh lynnx " LOL `~ Then Vicko was about to go home when he was caught by Miss Neo to serve his detention as he was monkey-ing around during the exercise . lols . Zhao Ming and peeps are very lucky as they didn get to serve detention though they were also monkey-ing around . hahas .

blahs . shall stop here . shall update Friday , Saturday & Sunday events tomorrow . off to watch bokura ga ita . =D

my sore throat is totally killing me . its getting form BAD to WORSE ! i`m having difficulty in talking now . =(

- singlehood ! -

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

I`M PISCES ! =D =D =D

PISCES - The Partner for Life . Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet.

VIRGO - The One that WaitsDominant in relationships. Someoneloves them right now.. Always wants thelast word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.Easy to talk to. Everything you everwanted. Easy to please. The one andonly. 7 years of bad luck if you do notforward.

SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor.Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want..Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.Romantic. Caring.

LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind.. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic.Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy..Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong.THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal.Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.Most caring person you will ever meet!Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold onto.

CAPRICORN - Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent.Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible.Loves being in long relationships.Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini'sin sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp . Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality.Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with.

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School was alright today . recess time was funny . was buying drinks and gave the aunty extra 30cents so when it turned around , saw Wei Ren and he said " maths fail " LOL !` ARGHHH ! so sat down to drink my grape water with Xiao Ting , Per Li and Lee Ling . then Wei Ren sat behind us and he kept suan-ing me ! arghh ! slap him . then something really funny happened but i shan't write as i`m really way too lazy . lols . saw the class did their oral and as they were instrusted to stand near where i`m sitting , whenever they see me , they would burst out laughing . lols . Even Miss Goh siad " whats wrong arhs ? why you guys akways laugh when you see Jolynn ? Jolynn . you don't look at them . " LOL . Then Miss Goh called me aunty Jolynn . hahhas . stayed back at school till 3.30p.m . did some reharsing with Xiao Ting , Per Li , Farwizah , Noi Noi , Lee Ling , Vanessa and Xiao Yuan . FUN !`

blahs `~ off to sleep . CIAOS `~

saw him quite a number of times but didn talk at all . haiix .

Zhao Ming ! stop calling me Chao Ah Lian , Gui Lan kia and Xia Lan kia ! -.-

bear of friends . drawn by Farwizah . =D love it !`

- i`ll always be loving you -

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didn talk to him much today . only saw him a few times and all we did was to smile at each other . had very little conversation with him . only a few words were excange between us . one word , SAD !` he seems to just treat me as a NORMAL FRIEND . nothing else . cant see nor feel that he has got a feeling towards me unlike the past few days . or is it that i`m just thinking too much and kept telling myself that there's hope when there's none at all ? maybe those good treatment during the past few days were all an act towards a friend only ? sigh . i`m very upset right now .

school was exceptionally boring today . except for Literature & CI because this two lesson were very slacking . all we did was to talk talk talk & talk . the rest of the lesson , just did my own stuffs and ignored what the teacher was talking . i think i`m gonna flunk my Mid Year Exam . i have been leaving lots of blanks while doing test and didn even bother to listen to what the teacher was teaching . i have got no interest in studies anymore . school just sucks !` Had CI[class interaction] and was talking about Friendship Day . So Nabilah was telling who & who pair up and when it comes to my turn , she said "Jolynn and Jin Kai" then immediately , majourity of the class went laughing and Imram went " Kenny sia ! Kenny ! " then Fairos and all went " sexy man sexy man !"[the nick which i gave to Jin Kai] Matthaeuis then said " cheeseball ! " -.- was like WTH ?!` so coincident or is it that they pair us up on purpose ? so Imram and peeps kept turning behind to look at me and laughed laughed laughed . When Jin Kai came back , everyone went " hey Jin Kai guess what ?!` you sure very happy one when you know who's the person you`ll be pairing with " zZzzzZzz .

saw him when i was at the bus-stop and was quite happy . (= yea , so thats all . thats the only thing i find interesting today . CIAOS `~ off to sleep .

specially to Amanda da sao :
Da Sao ! you must cheer up kae ?!` no matter what , you must accept and face the reality alright ? people comes and people goes . so we gotta adapt to changes . no matter what , i`m always here for you . even though we seldom have got the chance to meet but still , i have never forgotten you . WO AI NI kae ! MUACKS !` dont cry already huhs . later eys swollen like puffy fish . ^^ <3>

i`m just being NAIIVE !`

- no matter what , i`ll always love you -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
7:45 AM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

regret ? There is no end to it . you can never find the beginning of the chain that brought us from there to here . should you regret the hole chain , the air in between or each link separately as you you could uncouple them ? do you regret the beginning which ended so badly or the ending itself ?

The past is always the most difficult thing to forget . as things comes back into your mind , you switch into a nostalgic mode . you find yourself regretting things you've done , things that you've not done , things that you've missed and things that missed you .

Its hard not to be yourself . its hard to endure the pain . its tiring to smile and be happy everyday when you're not at all . Its hard to say "i`m okay" when you know you'r weeping inside and tears are gonna fall outside . it's stupid to feel obliged when you'r not suppose to . stupid to feel guilty over something that's not your fault .

yet we've come to the root of all these . the root of regret . it stems from feelings , humanistic nature , love .

The bitterest tears shed over graves are words left unsaid and deeds left undone .
here i am , shedding over a grave where our relationship lies beneath .

Alright , enough of those . Went to put my phone in the locker when i stepped into the school . first thing i saw was the CB BITCH ! how unlucky can i be ? so was looking to see if he's around but yea , he wasn't . Went to class and as usual , did my homework while talking to Lee Ling and Per Li . The handsome ang moh prefect then came to chase us to the courtyard which is still so freaking early . zZzz . i shall forgive him since he's so handsome . LOL . went to the courtyard and was talking to Xiao Ting , Per Li and Lee Ling when suddenly , they said " there there there !" so turned around and saw Zhao Ming standing RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME !` then i jumped up . was so shocked . lols . Then talked to him and he purposely said " you got see until Louis ? "[refering to Xiao Ting] then i said " you very the purposely hors " so talked to him and argued with him about some things and he said to Per Li that i`m siao . lols . Saw the CB BITCH standing behind me so went to Zhao Ming there and whispered to him " Evonne the CB BITCH " then Zhao Ming went laughing away and said " got HER around very difficult to talk hors ?" so laughed and said "yes" before going back to my class there to settle down . was so unlucky can ?!` a fucking moth bloody land on my shoulder which totally FREAK THE HELL OUTTA ME !

Played Captain Ball then followed by Netball for P.E . the guys went to have their Napfa test , 5 stations . was hoping for the girls to be tested first but . . . . . next Friday then is the girl's turn . played with Noi Noi , Xiao Ting , Farwizah , Per Li , Lee Ling and Lih Lin . was having so much fun . then cause i raised my hand to catch the ball , Xiao Ting said that its like as though i`m doing a ballet dance then she went laughing and squating and the floor . so laughed with her and pushed her to the ground . bounced the ball and the ball bouced up and hit Xiao Ting's head . LOL !` After one hour of fun , it was BORING MATHS !` the GAY HAN was freaking GAY i swear ! the way he bend down to write at the bottom of the board and the way he cleaned the whiteboard is like a peacock . =x Recess time , idiot Yong Tau Hu kept hitting my head . I HATE PEOPLE TO TOUCH MY HAIR ! sat down directly opposite the drinks stall then saw this guy whereby i have been telling Xiao Ting and peeps that he's handsome . saw a person standing beside him looking familar[he was facing his back towards me] .When the person finished purchasing his drinks , he turned around and it was actually Zhao Ming . lols . he saw me so he went laughing and making those stupid actions . totally looked like a psyco . lols `~

the bell rang , so went to the courtyard to sit . Zhao Ming was sitting infront[he was supposed to be at the back] and he called me . so turned around and he kept calling me " chao ah lian " so i said quite loudly " no lors . you stupid ah beng ! " then realized people around me was looking at me so quickly cover my mouth . lols . kuku Zhao Ming kept calling me Chao Ah Lian then he even told his friend sitting beside him that i`m a Chao Ah Lian . ZZzZzz . Zhao Ming was so rude to the teacher . but it was funny . lols . walked past the table soccer so played with it even though my class was walking back to the class already . Xiao Ting then told me to look at Zhao Ming . turned and was him smacking the computer mouse cause it to have a " BONG BONG BONG " sound . so both Zhao Ming and i looked at each other and laughed . lols . Higher Mother Tongue was doing my own stuff . drew hearts and wrote his name on it . =]] realized that since that day i shouted SHUT UP at Kishen during Science lesson , many of them have been copying me whenever its Science lesson . did a test today and people kept saying Shut Up when somebody's talking . super irritating .

pair up with Alfien for English and kept laughing away with him . did Oral after that . heard quite a number of them presenting . then as it was 5 mintues more till dismissal , was hoping Miss Goh won't call me then suddenly Miss Goh said " Jolynn " so immediately , i went " HAR?!" and whole class went laughing . lols . went beside Per Li[as instucted] there to read then Per Li kept making me laughed . Then Miss Goh said " the article about tredegy you still can laugh" . lols . so controlled my laughter and was about to read when Matthaeuis said "CheeseBall !" [my frequently used word] Then immediately , burst out laughing . Then Johnathan copied him then i turned and said " shut up lah " then whole class went laughing again . kept laughing while reading then Matt kept interupting me which made me feel like slapping him . lols . then i wated to say " the son's death date" but ended up saying " the parents death note " LOL ! then immediately i said " HAR?!` what the hell i`m talking " then then whole class kept laughing and laughing and even Miss Goh gave a "HAR ?" look . lols . so read finished and whole class laughed again . so did i . Then the comment that Miss Goh gave was " apart from the lauging and giggling , voice is good . not bad . " LOL !`

Went out to the classroom and saw Zhao Ming at the stairs there . then he kept saying somthing which i cant hear clearly so i kept " HAR?!" and he said " Xia Lan " LOL ! kuku guy ! went to the locker to take back my phone and saw the CB BITCH again ! and guess what , SHE FUCKING APOLOGISED to me all of the sudden . something is really wrong in HER head . CRAZY BITCH !`

stupid Jia Wei ! he said he wants to tell him that i love him . !!!!!! what the hell ! it`ll be so embarrassing if he really did that ! arghhhhh !!!!!!`

- loving you more and more and each day goes by -

[x] i lovee y0u //*
6:40 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Monday, April 09, 2007

Today was a very RISKY day . why ? because i didn do or bring any of my homework for any subjects of the day . simply way too lazy to do them . Early in the morning , stepped into the school and went to the locker there to put my handphone . After putting my handphone in , turned and saw Kuan Hui so started talking to her . Was talking her halfway when suddenly someone stepped my on the back of my shoe . so i said " tamade " and turned and saw a guy standing behind me . so i ignored him then when i turned back again to have a closer look at the guy , noticed that it was Zhao Ming ! lols . so funny can !` i can't recognized him cause he was in uniform and seriously , he looks weird .=x

So stared at him for a few seconds before i realized that the guy was actually Zhao Ming . First thing that came out of my mouth was " YOU FINALLY WEAR UNIFORM ALREADY ARH ?!` " then turned him around to see how he look in the uniform . lols . so talked to him and kept laughing at him then he said " becareful i laugh at you back arhs " . lols . so immediately stopped laughing and talked to each other while the both of us walked to my class . Zhao Ming sent me to my class first before he went to his class . so sweet uh ? It was because i said to him when he was about to go up the stairs " eh . send me to my class lahs " then i didn know he really sent me to my class . hahas . Reached my class so said goodbye to him before he went shouting to his friend at the 4th floor . lols .

DnT lesson was freaking boring . kept fooling around with Xiao Ting , Per Li , Lee Ling and Noir Noir . was told to modify the toy so i asked Mr Lim how to then i said " then how to modify the baskball board ? like put one button then when you press all the ball will shoot out arhs ?" then immediately , all of them went laughing including Mr Lim . crazy `~ =x got punished during Art lesson . didn't bring my art piece . lols . Recess time while walking to the drinks stall , when i was about the cross over the table , suddenly the CB BITCH appeared RIGHT INFRONT OF ME ! so rolled my eyes and off i went and guess what SHE did ?!` SHE FUCKING cut right in front of me which made me almost fell . Then i was at there balacing myself was shouting " ehhhhhhhh " . Good thing that i didn fall if not i`m sure gona give the BITCH ONE TIGHT SLAP ACROSS HER FUCKING LAO LAN FACE !`

After the group of us[Me , Xiao Ting , Per Li & Lee Ling] finishes our drinks , went to throw them away and while i was at the dustbin near the vending machine , suddenly heard someone laughing hysterically . so turned and saw Zhao Ming sitting with his friends laughing while pointing at me . crazy `~ Then he said to his friend while pointing at me " there there there . Chao Ah Lian " then i raised my eyebrown up asking him what then he kept saying " Chao Ah Lian Chao Ah Lian " then all his friends kept looking at me . -.- While going up the stairs to proceed to my Higher Mother Tongue class , met Zhao Ming's class at the stairs there and when he saw me , he went laughing and hiding from me . crazy`~ As i reachd the 2nd floor , was about to turn right when Zhao Ming appeared infront of me with Yong Tao Hu aka Soon Yong then Zhao Ming said " gangster . gangster . " followed by Yong Tao Hu . -.-

Had Higher Mother Tongue and the new teacher was late for 20 minutes plus as he didn know the way to out classroom . one word to describle him , BORING ! i simply can't understand what the hack he's talking can `~ crazy fellow . even while explaining to us some word , he also wants to use those chim chim words which i simply catch no ball . all the way kept HAR-ing away . Then he told us to draw a line approximately 5-6cm then he said 公厘 is km and i heard as HAM HAM so i said " huhs ? 什么 HAM HAM ?! " immediately , whole class burst out laughing . lol . super stupid alright . all his sentence definately have a minium of 3 chim chim 成语 which really make me CATCH NO BALL in what the hell he's talking . so pratically throughout the whole lesson , i was staring at him with lots of question marks appearing on top of my head . While i was doing my things , Sze Ying suddenly said " you very pretty sia" then i immediately when " HAR?!`" lols . she really shocked me . Maths lesson was fun as Miss Wang didn't come . the gay han took over again and again , he looks so gay when he asked the class to shut up . went to sweetie Sophia there and both of us with Xiao Ting , Matthaeis , Fairos & Imram kept making the gay han and we said that he has got no ball ! LOL ! ` Then did lots of gay actions ! simply had lots of fun . kuku Imram & Fairos kept Kenny-ing . -.- While gay han was teaching , suddenly i burst out laughing because Chester was uber hilarious can ! he went to do all those Taiji actions in a very exagerate manner then whole class was asking " what what ? " Then Vanessa kept laughing so i turned and asked if she saw Chester doing those actions then she said because she saw me laughing thats why she laughed too so i looked at her and laughed hysterically then Vanessa too laughed madly . lols . crazy`~ =x

Miss Goh lesson like usual , did newspaper activity and i gotta re-do ! zZzZZz . stupid ! ! ! ! ! ! was dismissed at 1.30p.m then after taking my phone from the locker , saw Zhao Ming then suddenly , saw his dad appeared . so Zhao Ming went to his dad car with a BLACK BLACK face . LOLS !` so funny . Went to Pioneer Mall with Per Li & Lee Ling to have our lunch . ate the Duck rice at Kou Fu and one word , YUMMY !` After finishing our food , went to walk around and headed to Gaint to buy some tibits . lols . headed to Jurog Point after that and went to MAcdonald to slack . so fun ! kept laughing away non-stop . Then told them who i liked and Lee Ling said " wah . you very pro sia . when you infront of him still can so relax one . really cant see that you like him sia " hahas . kept crapping non-stop and finally , we decided to do our Science homework . actually its not do . its copy ! both Per Li & i copied LEe Ling's work . hahas . Then saw a group of lower sec boys from Boon Lay walking past and the group of them kept looking at me . but its alright as THEY ARE FREAKING HANDSOME ! <3<3<3 after that , a group of ah bengs look-alike walk past then saw my cousin . hahas . after finishing copying , went home at around 4.30p.m . ^^

[There were supposed to be lots of funny photos but Per Li delected them . =(]

- i think i really love you . everyday in school , i kept hoping to see you . <3>

[x] i lovee y0u //*
9:01 PM

``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -

x`_____ *** ___`*

Saturday, April 07, 2007

woke up at 7.50a.m for CCA , RELUCTANLY !` intended to go back to sleep but could'nt as i skipped 4 lesson in a row the other time . did some drill then later merged with the guys . FUN but the weather was totally killing me . its was so hot can ! [i hope i wont turn tan] . Then did lots of drill . the sergent kept " samula-ing " [back to original position ; do again] . Then while doing the drill , something embarrassing happened to me and some of my other friends . as the sergent said to tilt your head to the right[in malay of cause] we thought it is to turn our body to the right then when we turned , the sergent said " samula " then was thinking what went wrong and after stopping to think , we then realized our mistake . lols . the funny part was when Siang Chin , me and Rajes were marching then cause we are not sure about the One Check Bang and when the segent said One Check Bang , both Siang Chin and me burst out laughing . lols . uber hilarious .

did drill for nearly 2hours . totally can't stand the hot weather . Had a 5 minutes break then went up to have a badge work and Miss Teoh all the way kept calling my name and kept asking me questions and asked me to interprate the whole chunk of paragraph ! After that , did fall out then it was home sweet home ! ^^ before that , kept telling Lee Ling that i want to change my CCA to Gu Zheng . really kind of grow a fond interest in Gu Zheng . lols . but i think having piano is already enough[although i quitted already]

i`m changing my blogskin soon . i`m so sick and tired of this skin of my . and my my internet connection is FUCKING irritating can `~ thanks to the CB virus ! FUCK the person who send me . zZZzz . and also blame my supidity . BAKA !`